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THE LUCKIEST PERSON I KNOW
Today is a day filled with joy and with tears.
Today's the beginning and end.
It's the single most wonderful day of my life -
It's the day that I lost my best friend.
That friend in the glass or the bottle or can -
The one I took with me each day.
The one that looked harmless enough from afar -
But whittled my life away.
My friend wasn't mean or obnoxious or rough -
(Not most of the time anyhow).
My friend had that silent but dangerous touch -
The one I can see clearly now.
Why all the sadness? Good riddance you say!
Sounds like a friend you could lose.
But what will I do with myself from here on?
The love of my life was my booze.
Will I be all alone?
Will I have no more friends?
Will I cry at the end of each day?
Or will I instead find a new way to live?
A way that will come through AA.
I've known for a while that the path I've been on
was a time bomb awaiting to blow.
But I hadn't a clue my salvation
was just down the road I was fixin' to go.
When I walked through these doors
and saw what was inside -
just a glimpse of my life to be...
I knew from then on I could never turn back -
for God was inside of me.
I felt I'd come home to a place in my heart -
but a place I had never known.
It's because of the fellowship inside these walls
that I'll never again be alone.
Just the tip of the iceberg is what I have touched.
There's so much now to do and to see.
Thank God I've been given a second chance -
A life of sobriety.
I got here before it was too late for me.
I got here albeit slow.
I got here in time to save my life.
I'm the luckiest person I know.
Lisa W. - 1/10/98 - Day 9
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